you're a liar

Stop screaming

I’m cringing in pain

Stop yelling

I’m covering my ears

Hold on tight

I’m slipping away

Beyond your grip

I’m sliding

Don’t let go

You are

I come to see you

You’re tripping out

I walk downstairs

Cocaine lined up on the table

Who are you?

I don’t want to share your blood

I don’t want to be your daughter

I don’t want to have you and me in a sentence together

I won’t have it

I just won’t

Not even piano music can show my pain for you

Blasting music

You listen to

Wasted on the couch

Yelling at me

Go ahead,

Tell me to go to hell

Tell me I was a mistake

Because you were one all along

This whole thing was a mistake

You don’t love me

You’re a filthy liar

You say you’re happy with her

You’re not

You hate her

You love her kids more than your own

I sit on the sidelines looking over at you

Saying you were once mine

It turns out I let you go

You didn’t let go

I chose to

I won’t come to your funeral when you die

I’ll be somewhere far away

No one will tell me

I’ll figure it out myself

It’ll be today’s good news, and tomorrow’s old news

You’re a liar

You’re a cheater

I won’t have it

I hate you

I despise how you treat me

With disrespect all the time

Why can’t you be happy for once?

You already are

You simply don’t have me anymore

I’m not yours

I hope you’re happy.

Because I am.