Sunday, June 8, 2008

im crippled from exhaustion

im so tired and exhausted, i cant think of anything else.
my ears are tired from people talking in them all the time.
i can't think straight sometimes.
im trying to sleep, but there's no sheep to count.
the closet won't close, and there's a monster watching me.
my sheets feel like steel wool, and my blanket feels like metal.
i want to get out of this place.
my pillow just lets my head lay on it.
it doesn't fight back like people fight back to me.
i have the most un sturdy neck that's keeping my twisted mind high in the air.
i don't know what to do.
i don't know what to say.
i don't know how to walk with such a crooked spine.
my shoes fall apart, and my clothes are tearing.
i don't know how to walk the same way.
how should i walk down the sidewalk without stepping on any glass?
my tongue hurts from biting it,
my mouth is full of blood. . .
but blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground.

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