i live for these moments

i live for the moments where i'm totally clueless and don't know what to do.
i live for the moments where i can't speak because i don't know what to say, or i can't walk the same way because something recently stupid happened to me.
i live for the moments where my brain just freezes up like an igloo and my memories and my senses just freeze along with it, and i can't feel anything.
i live for the moments where i'm drawing or coloring something, and i don't even have to think about what im adding to the picture, and i don't realize it until its complete.
i live for the moments where all i can think about is eating ice cream and popsicles at the end of the day, and how i'm gonna sneak online tonight.
i live for the moments where i lie straight to my mom's face, and she doesn't even see it in my eyes.
i live for the moments where you go to a loud show, and you have the amps in your ears, and the music speeding through your veins,
where you see stupid people moshing with their arms flying everywhere.
i live for the moments to laugh so hard i can't think or move or do anything except collapse in front of someone's house on a sidewalk because some girl had a tazer gun pointed to her head.
i live for the moments where i immideatley wake up because i'm laughing about a silly dream i just had.
i live for these moments, and i love how they're my life.