freedom at last

i've FINALLY done my time.
and i can't tell any of you how glad i am now that that's all behind me.
i still have the punishment.
but im just glad i can stay downtown and be dirty with people i'm in love with.
i'm so happy that i'm not stupid anymore, and i finally realize what purpose i serve.
it's such a good feeling.

i can't even express the joy i'm feeling.
it's like, a milkshake just entered my veins,
i'm feeling the chills of being happy.
im feeling the colors of the sprinkles.
it's pickling my insides with smiley's.

and it's making my skin tight and happy.
i can finally smile again.
and it feels
SO
GOOD.