new? or change?

SOMEONE, GIVE ME SOMETHING NEW TO DO!

I've definitely been thinking lately, and i think it's time for change.
like, i really wanna like scream out that i need some new things,
but, unfortunately noone really cares.
they would all just look at me with big eyes, and weird faces,
and just shrug it off their shoulders like an everyday occurance.
likee, an ant hill, or something.
i want some random person to come up to me, or tap me on the shoulder, even,
and invite me somewhere i've never been in my life.
somewhere worth going to,
somewhere i could walk out of with a big smile on my face;
a big enough smile to where my cheeks hurt.
i want really cute freckles on my nose.
a red happy face, with perfect brown hair.
fuck these highlites, their really tacky, and everyone pretends to like them.
i wanna do something drastic with my hair.
CHANGEEE!
i need change too.
and i need something new to do, also.
so, i guess i'm writing in here because there's reallly NOTHING else to do,
other than rant on about myself, like a retard.
i need new eyes.
i HATE shit colored eyes.
i mean their realllly hott on some people.
but not me.
i want DRASTICALLY bright eyes.
where people can't stop staring at them.

maybe i'm too starved for change and something new?

i'm fine.

but thanks for asking.