I WANT TO

party till i pass out on the floor,
wrap boxes with newspaper,
make popsicle stick houses with marshmallow fluff,
drink pepsi until i puke it up,
shoot a gun until my arm falls off,
write on myself till i turn black with sharpie,
not fall asleep with nailpolish on,
answer the phone when a toll free caller calls and tell them im pregnant,
egg someone's house,
go to a kick ass concert,
get baked,
have a hangover at a young age,
look totally cute when noone else thinks i am,
be the person i've been wanting to be for so long,
sing my heart out on stage,
be able to be myself in front of EVERYONE,
not write in this so often about my stupid ass life,
lead a crowd,
have a cooler name,
have an awkward favorite color,
put whiskey in my lipstick tubes,
go scuba diving,
put sticky notes on elissa,
sleep at a mall,
steal anything more than 20 dollars,
sleep in until night time,
not die,
not be real,
not be stupid,
be more happier often,
have jolly ranchers with me at all times,
have the world start over new,
be different,
not be so self centered,
NOT BE ME.