do i ever shut up when i'm told to?

be me?
if i be me, i'm fake.
i walk with my own two legs like you do.
but the way i walk is fake.
i try to hard to be really really cool, and i can hear people getting bored with me.
their not laughing;
i'm not funny;
and i ran out of things to talk about.
if i run away, i'm just a pussy anyways.
my shoes are the same as yours but mine are fake.
i try to hard to be cool.
if i be me, noone will like me.
i always say i don't care if you like me, but i really do.
i need someone new to like me, like a really cute boy.
but he might be alarmed by my fakeness.
and these blogs i write to try and be cool.
everything i own is so fucking old.
i need something really NEW, to make me stop writing these stupid ass things.
like, a new picture from a my little pony coloring book.
someone color me a picture.
unless it's with fake crayons.

then, don't bother.