i dropped everything

just to have you despise me, just to have you erase our memories together.
and i've finally got it.
and it feels good to say that all i really want for you is to have the biggest mountain fall on you, and crumble like a piece of cake onto your shoulders.
i want to show you what it feels like to laugh without smiling, and i want you to see how a smile feels like without laughing about every single thing.
i'm cleaning up this mess that you made.
it's your turn to get the mop and broom, and clean up after yourself for once.
so let's go.
scream at me for doing this.
because well, i have no use for you anywhere in my life again.
you're too far away for me to care.
i don't know who you are.
i don't know who i am anymore.
everyday i'm a different person, but i like it that way.
and you'll just have to learn to deal with it.
i know why you can't talk to me anymore.
it's all your fault.
you wanted this.

AND BABY YOU GOT IT.