athazagoraphobia!

fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.

so, i keep having dreams, well, nightmares.
that i'm invisible/forgotten.

DREAM:
i woke up one morning, and went upstairs like every other day. i had waffles, everything was normal. i look across the table, only to see my mom with this big scared stare in her eyes. while i'm just sitting there like, ? am i missing something? but no, it turns out, pyshically, my body WAS NOT there. i was invisible. my food was just splattering on the chair, just floating down and invisible tube (my esophagus), and just splattering all over the chair. she got a rag to clean it up.
i carried my plate to the sink, and this is what scared me. the plate was floating because I WAS FUCKING INVISIBLE! she started to freak out and then she locked herself in her room, scared as hell to come back out only to see that there were random objects floating in the air. not knowing it was me.

am i invisible?
am i forgotten?
will anyone ever forget me?

or.
am i missing something?

i'm clueless.
i don't know what's going on.
and this dream, changed my life.
i'm gonna look at things differently now.
and try my best not to be one of the ones who are forgotten.
so someone come talk to me.

and remember me
for the rest
of your
LIFE.