woah.

i think a lot's changed since i was last on here.
when i was last on here, i was free-er than i actually thought i was.
i was bitching when i didn't need to be bitching.
i just wanted to have something to complain about.
this past break i got in a bit of a shit hole.
i shoplifted pepsi from giant eagle which wasn't that bad.
but it actually ruined my life.
i'm losing my best friend cause of my stupid ass parents.
and i dont want to.
i dont want it to be like this.
i want it to be like old times where i went over her house every day after school
and just had a blast.
i miss it.
i miss her.
i miss this whole entire thing.
the things that were normal before this all happened.
im gonna spend the rest of my life digging a hole, and living by this man's rules that i don't even like a little bit.
i have a fine to pay, $178 and i don't have one penny of it yet.
i have to work for him $7.00 an hour until "he feels its payed off."
what fucking bullshit
i cant stand any of this
at all
ANYMORE
its time to make a change in my life, and get out of this whole entire thing.
any plans?