all the i love you's-all the memories

i want things to be the same also.
but i know that's NEVER going to happen.
i miss you so much, i can't even think straight.
i don't mean to be creepy sounding, but its true.
i remember all the times we were dick's in public,
i remember the time we went to cedar point,
i remember the time when we jumped into a baptismal hand in hand
the time where we made fun of a guy on a bus tripping out,
the time we were afraid to go into the locker room with people that hated us for being us,
whenever we were so excited to come to this school, and we're still making something good out of it.
i miss you, a whole lot.
they might grow to realize how close we are, and that what their doing isn't really affecting what we have at all, really.
i remember the time where i didn't even know anything about you, but i could tell we were going to grow on eachother, and still be best friends.
i don't know why you're afraid to admit things.
but i wish you wouldn't be.
i'm here to listen to whatever you need to say,
i have the biggest heart ever, and i'll care about everything that comes out of your mouth.
i'll try and do my best to back you up 100% of the way of whatever your doing along the way.
i'm here, and i love you.
and i LOVE admitting that.