WANTED: TIME MACHINE.

someone, go to the drug store,
or hardware store and buy me materials for a time machine.
pllease.
i want to go back to the past so badly right now.
i want to relive when i was so careless.
i looked like shit, i didnt care.
noone cared.
i want to go back to smiling every second,
and blushing every five seconds.
being all preppy, and then switching to goth in a second.
my 'phase' of being a total weirdo.
being homeschooled.
throwing up.
drawing on a daily basis.
being here for you.
being afraid of the dark.
not wanting to stay here.
worrying about the house.
tossing and turning at night because it was too quiet.
having my own room.
i want to go back to looking at the sky and smiling.
i want to go back to my old music i havent listened to in six years.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO WHERE I WASNT HERE.
where would i be?
i need a god damn time machine people!
PRONTO.
seriously.
i want to go back to the fair,
with the ferris wheel,
not knowing anyone,
you flirting with other girls,
meeting people,
being jealous,
kissing.
thats all lost now.
i dont even remember half of it.
its like, blurred up now?
its so blurry, i cant see it without squinting.
i want to go back to eating junk food everyday and not worrying about getting fat.
i want to go back to the days where i didnt care what i was doing.
to the days where, i ate popsicles for a living.
the days where i was completely stressless.
back to the days where, i blasted my music, and neighbors would knock on the wall screaming.
back to the days where i was totally happy, and never miserable.
back to the days where i actually liked school.
liked my friends.
i only have on that understands me in this century.
noone understood me back then.
thats one flaw.
other than that,
lets go allll the way back to where we were all happy.
everyone do me a favor, and close youre eyes, and try to dream of time you would want to go back to.
and get back to me.
because i would love to hear.