i'm here, and youre there. and we're everywhere. i'm glad everyone is enjoying their life, and i'm glad i'm sitting down here being anti social. but i'm fucking tired of trying to bend backwards just to see you clearer. it's hurting me, and it's hurting you. i can honestly say, yes, i DO hate you. i hate everything about you. and i hate the way you walk. and i hate the way you open your mouth, and i hate the way you run. and i just hate you. i hate your essence of perfume, and i hate your presence of annoying, loud, obnoxious words that you don't even know. you trip over everything you say, and you rephrase things just so they can sounds nicer. but in reality, they're just comments that you didn't even need to shoot towards me. i'm sick of you trying, and i'm sick of me caring. i'm sick of everything, lately. especially you. especially this fucking room, and this family, and my face. and my body. and everything that has to do with me and you. i can't stand it, and i can't stand sitting here. i want to go somewhere. ANYWHERE. JUST SOMEONE PLEASE FUCKING SPEAK UP BECAUSE I NEED TO LEAVE AND I NEED TO LIVE ALL AT THE SAME TIME. GET ME OUT OF THIS PLACE. LET'S JUST GO AND NOT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING. LET'S RUN UNTIL OUR LEGS HURT, AND OUR HEARTS CAN'T PUMP BLOOD FAST ENOUGH! I'M NOT A COWARD, AND I'M NO LONGER AFRAID AND I FUCKING MEAN IT THIS TIME. i know i've lied a million times. BUT I'M STOPPING. i only speak the fucking truth. I'M SERIOUS THIS TIME, I'M GETTING AWAY. ONE WAY OR THE OTHER.

AND YOU'RE COMING WITH ME.