123TEN.

things are going so quick. and things are so sudden, ALL OF A SUDDEN.
things are shooting in the air, and they're making the noise before they even shoot off!
i wish i could quit blinking, and actually notice the things that are happening for once.
i wish i could change some things.
MY CLOCK HANDLES KEEP SPINNING AND SPINNING, AND I'M NOT LIVING IN THE MOMENT.
i never fucking do anymore!
THINGS
PASSED ME UP
TOO FUCKING FAST.
and now, i have no clue what's happening!
I'M SCARED.
I'M NERVOUS.
I'M ANXIOUS.
AND I'M GOING TO HURL.
i don't know what's happening.
and i don't know what's GOING to happen.
and i'm not going to ask for help this time, this is my life.
and none of you are going to help me.
NOT A SINGLE ONE OF YOU...

EDIT: people also, keep stealing my words. and i'm getting sick of it.