Sunday, April 6, 2008

lets get INVISIBLE.

just for a sec. cause this life is passing me by. passing me up. running me over.
day after day, i just sit here in front of this machine and think it gives me something to do, when really i could be outside eating green freezepops and sipping capri suns with my friends.
i could be saying racial slurs in front of my best friends house, while people look out their doors.
everyone's mad at me. i dont know what i did. or what they did to get them mad at them, so that they could be mad at me. the only thing im doing thats exciting is sitting here typing on this blog, when i could really be going to play guitar hero. fuck. what am i saying? i need to not stare at a screen for like a day. maybe it'll make me realize how dumb im being, and why people are getting so mad at me lately. i want to be death free. cause im always going to someone's funeral. im going to my uncle bobby's this weekend. (i dont even know who uncle bobby is). see? im so clueless. noone's here to fill me in on anything. all you have to do is pretend im that little bubble on youre pssa's or something, and just fill me in with youre pencil. thats all im asking for. but you refuse to even do that. how lazy can you get? how lazy can i get? i kick and and i scream when you talk to me. but, you already knew that.

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